so....
i submitted my portfolio yesterday. its getting reviewed on thursday, but my teacher took a quick look at it.

apparently im a bad painter. siiiiiiigh i thought i was a reasonably acceptable painter. DDD: my painting teacher likes my paintings. so i totally might not pass my portfolio class, which means i will ONCE AGAIN not graduate. and i have no idea what im going to do then because this is the best i can do. and if that isnt good enough, then im screwed.




it also hurts my feelings that my professor totally LAUGHED at my digital illustration.
thanks.



ugh.

though i dont know whyyyy. i basically know what i want to put into my portfolio. i have the guidelines of what needs to go into my art education portfolio sitting infront of me.


and yet its still so time consuming.



over the next day or two, you will see uploads of my crappy ceramics work and my relatively old drawings. and some paintings. atypico stuff, basically.



bear with me.

but i'm just feeling the need to tell the entire world that i had my very first kiss tonight.


and yes, i am infact 23 years old.




and when i started college, i promised myself that i would not graduate without, at the very least, having kissed someone.


and then i graduated last semester.
and then over the summer, i found out i DIDNT graduate because i got an incomplete in ONE UNIT [and they took one unit away from another class that had 2 units when i first signed up. thus making me not graduate].



i knew there was a reason that 1 unit screwed me over.

Da rules:
1- Be one of the first 14 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to The List.
2- For each of those 14 people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.
3- If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me the the first spot, completing The List this way with 15 people.

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myeah. i dont really have anything of significance to yammer on about, but i was sick of seeing that survey.

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